Yesterday, I just pass my first session for my Thesis. I don't expected that I am the first person who have had first session "sigh"
It's start on 30th November i got called from my thesis advisor said "You first session will be held tomorrow which is 1st December" while i heard, i felt like my mind lost........because of; i haven't made the power point also no preparation at all.
And thank god i finished my power point also the preparation, but i cannot slept at all at the midnight that terrifying me all the time thinking my first session

The next day which is 1st December, I got up early and ready to present for 30 minutes also the Question-answer session by Examiner 1& 2
When i present i got no problem at all but at Question-answer i really have had a problem there.

I got question by Examiner 1 which takes time 30 minutes even at my deep heart said "Oh god! please don't ask question anymore!!! I'm already at limit". Because for the Question Examiner asked me non-stop I got trap by her Questions "sad".

For Examiner 2 just asked me only few questions that i can answered it right away.

After the Question-answer session finished my Thesis Advisor, Examiner 1 & 2 calculated my grade..... when my Thesis Advisor told me i got 41 and asked how i felt about it.
Because of my mind goes blank and really sad that i was no good answering the questions from my Examiner 1 I just simply said "just usual" turned them laughing all the way. When i got told from some people who watching me all the way the first session, the total grade for first session is 50 and that was good for you got high grade.

At the end i shake hand with them, suddenly Examiner 1 said to me "why your faces like wanted to cry?" and I cried. I think the reasons are;
-I got nervous all the way from the start
-I disappointed with myself not doing well answering the questions from Examiner 1
-I relief that i passed the first session

The next will be second session that held on March. I hope I'm the first person (the fast you do it your thesis, you will relax much faster than anyone else "taken from my lecturer")

Talking aside about my First session. I recommend to all of my friends to read "Honey Hunt" when i read it, I'm totally love Haruka (he's so Tsundere)

This October, I began write my Thesis, my object Thesis is "Grand Swissbel Hotel" in Medan. My title is "Hospitality workplace problems and poor training" but when i do the Chapter 1, there is no match with the title and i need to change the title with fit to my object thesis "sigh"
I have go to univ tomorrow and ask my thesis advisor about it "hope can change it". If can change my new title will be "Posttraining Self-Efficacy, Job involvement  and Training Effectiveness in Swissbel Hotel"

Because of Blackout every day my computer suddenly cannot run, at the end windows on my computer re-install that made me to seek over my favorite website, software (yahoo messenger and MSN) and media player (i-tunes).

I just finished watching Titanic in Starworld, don't know why i have been watching this film for many times but still crying while watched it.

First, i would like to say sorry to all of you who reading my post yesterday that I haven't had a strong building self.

At the end i will take the test Japan Language Proficiency Test level 2, even I am not confident that i can pass it. There have 3 reasons i take the test;
1. Yesterday, after I posted on my LJ when i was asleep i got a dream where i take the Level 2 exam!!! i don't know why i had dreamed like that "confused" . Maybe it is a clue that i should take the exam ^_^;

2. I got news from my private teacher which she said if i take the exam next year there will be 5 level not 4 level anymore, which are;
- Level 1 same with level 1 right now
- Level 2 same with level2 right now
- Level 3 will be mix from level 2 and 3
- Level 4 will be level 3 right now, and
- Level 5 same with level 4 right now
I think over and over again, I should take the level 2 because I already passed level 3 last year. If I'm not going to take the level 2 this year I must study again level 3 materials and level 2

3. From September until December I have 4 months to study the Kanji characters (i think that is enough for me to study it ) and also I bought Revision of Japan Language Proficiency Test Level 2 Gakushudo method just now from Gramedia books store which includes; Vocabulary, Grammar, Comprehension and Translation.


About my university, this 1st of September I begin  to make my script with the Title "Hospitality Workplace Problems and Poor Training at Swissbel Hotel" hoping there will be no problem while i making the script  "pray"



PS: Really hope i can do my best when doing Level 2 test and my Script

As i already post earlier, about this year i will take the Japan Language Proficiency Test Level 2. But i cannot take it because i try to do the questions level 2 which are 1990 year questions.

To tell the truth on the vocabulary part especially Kanji. I'm totally lost or blank until my head really hurt felt like i want to throw out, for the comprehension and grammar just 50-50.

I am really sure if i take the test this December, i will fail right away.

So i decided i take the test next year, and i have to study hard Kanji characters before the test "FIGHT"!!!!

To my friend which i already promise her that i will meet her this December to take the test together, I'm sorry if i disappointed you "bow"

I have just realize that i have been long day no posting at my journal hehehehehe
ma~ it is because of my university live, right now I'm on 9th semester which is the last semester in my university that's why i have soooo mannnyyy assignment! from Business Plan, Risk management (the one I'm lack) and Management seminar (by giving presentation each meeting). From all the subjects in semester 9 the most I'm scare is Risk Management, i just hoping this subject i will pass it  "Fight on!!!"

2 weeks more i will go to Bali!!!, I'm very excited maybe this is the first time i go with my university friends ^_^. But today i got surprised by newspaper headline said that "More people at Bali have got H1N1", no choice i should buy a mask to cover it "sigh"

I got shocked by the news of Michael Jackson, i don't ever think he passed away so fast. I still remember my mother ever buy his album, what album i already forgot but the album consist of 2 CDs, when i searching it at my house, too bad i haven't found it. Yesterday while i searched his songs on YouTube i found Philippines inmates made for him tribute also the Thriller dance (you must watch this!!!). R.I.P Michael Jackson

AGAIN!!! i addicted with Hana Yori Dango but this time Hanadan version Korea. For all i have watched from Taiwan,Japan and Korea, i made a comparison between 3 version  and this is my opinion;
- Domyouji Tsukasa ----> won by Korea because he is the one with physical body almost same with the manga but for acting won by Japan.
- Hanazawa Rui -----> totally won by Japan
- Nishikado Sojirou -----> won by Korea
- Mimasaka Akira ----> for this character i'm little bit dilemma with Korea and Japan so i choose two of them 
so, how about you guys?

Today, I just finish watched Gokusen season 1 live action, at first i don't know Matsujun (Matsumoto jun) being as Sawada shin.
I watched all episodes in 3 days, the last episode is the most i cried as usual that turned me like Matsujun "again", the first time was when i watched Hana Yori Dango (really like him at there).


PS: Matsujun you got me again 

After so long i haven't watched Gundam 00 which already "the end", I started watch it from episode 18-20. Actually i want to post an entry after i finished all the episode, because of i can't hold to express my emotion about the relationship between Lyle Dylandy and Anew.

About their relationship between two, I'm little bit strange with it how can without process suddenly their relationship go deeper? which made me remind of Gundam Seed between Kira and Fllay ,that's why turned me very HOPE Anew should die!!! "evil mode ON". And she's DIED!!! hahahahahahaha (give two thumbs up for Setsuna). But to tell the truth, i choose Neil Dylandy rather than Lyle Dylandy ^_^;.

I started read shoujo manga again with the title "Kyou koi wo hajimemasu" ^_^

Because my super duper busy Semester 8 had been finished i got holiday 2 weeks "YATA!!!!" but i'm desperate with my Management accounting exam maybe i fail with this subject "sigh"





*Neil Dylandy Forever!!!! Lyle Dylandy just dissapear or whatever

Just watch this two anime for refreshing because of this Semester  like hell with a so many assignment project that made me felt dizzy all day
And i would like to give my opinion about this two anime ^_^

For Gintama
When i watched episode 150, i got a shocked at a beginning, because of the announcement from three main characters of Gintama said that this episode 150 is the last episode, suddenly i have no mood anymore because Gintama is my stress antidote anime, also i cannot hear my Hijikata voice anymore hehehehehe.
but at the end.............
I will no spoil it to all of you (i got tricked twice damn!) 

For Toradora
This anime my sis recommended me and I'm thanks to her, This romance anime is the best in this year i can say ^_^
As you know while i watched the last episode from the half way i cried until the end.
hmmm i think i cried was not sadness but happiness, i really like two main characters of it, Ryuuji and Taiga


PS: The day by days goes very fast

I just received from my private teacher the result of Japanese language proficiency test level 3
And this is the score:
Writing and Vocabulary 87 of 100
Listening 83 of 100
Reading Grammar 146 of 200
so the Total will be 316 0f 400

I'm glad i passed it ^_^
Next will be Level 2!!!!

For: all my friends
My Friendster account has been deleted and i switched into Facebook ^_^
Feel free to invite me

Just finished watching a Ip man movie DVD
At the first i didn't intend watched Ip man movie because when i watched Bed time stories with my parents, they said "this movie is so boring do you have another movie?"
and i think that my parents will like material arts movie so i took a Ip man DVD and watched it with my parents ^_^

hmmm one thing that i can say about this movie is "GREAT!!!"
I like the Ip man role and the Japanese General Miura
especially when the Japanese general spoke hehehehe i don't know why his voice sooo cool!!!
oh yeah i forgot,
Ip man actor was Donnie Yen and the Japanese General was Hiroyuki Ikeuchi

because i really like this movie after i watched it i check into wikipedia about Ipman,Hiroyuki Ikeuchi and Donnie Yen even i also check Bruce Lee hehehehehe

Fuih! Long time i haven't update my LJ and at last i have a time to update it ^_^
First of all
i would like to say sorry to my friends which are on forums, MSN messenger and Friendster (planning to erase my Friendster account), even i haven't had time to play Gyakuten Saiban (Phoenix Wright Ace Attorney).
As you know nowadays I'm very busy and i also almost graduate from my university, right now i already on Semester 8 which many project given by Lecturers plus have a Chinese new year.
OMG! forgot to say something "HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR" to all my friends who read my LJ

For Chinese New Year i had 1 week holiday, at that time (holiday time) i eat a lot which turned me into FAT!!!! I'm very shocked about it, every time i met my cousins they will said "OMG!!! look at you, so fat"
Because of it starting from tomorrow my Diet plan will be start
NO SNACK, NO CAKE, NO BISCUITS!!!!

My university become a official university for FIBA that was a basketball championship for junior women around 18 years old and 12 countries (China, Japan, Chinese-Taipei, HongKong, Singapore, Thailand, Korea, Malaysia, Indonesia, Philippines, India and Kazakhstan)join on it , so we as a students can become Liaison Official

At the first i have no interesting with it because most of it all man who like to be Liaison Official, but in my deep heart said "why don't i become a translator of Japan?" so i ask my friend who become a Liaison Official to ask the head LO if i can become a translator or not?
day by day pass i ask my friend again about the result, he hasn't asked yet! i feel down because the day i ask is the date Japan team arrived, but my friend said to me that right now he will call his head to asked.

after he finished the call he said that i can become a translator of team japan i feel so happy because at the first i would like to be a translator ^_^.

And Team Japan arrived i felt so nervous because of all team, team japan is the most people which is 23 peoples, but when i have a conversation with them no problem at all, that's make me busy from 31th October until yesterday (9th November.

Me with my two friends who accompany them felt happy because all of them so kind they even give us : snacks, 2 pin, mobile phone straps, t-shirts 3 and old Indonesian money (being made on 1980s)that make another team LO felt envious ^_^;.

because they given us so many things we give them a Traditional Indonesia cloths (Batik!), they felt so happy with it.

and this is the game schedule of Team Japan

-Sunday (2/11-2008)
Chinese-Taipei VS Japan : 67-96

-Monday (3/11-2008)
Japan VS Malaysia : 90-50

-Tuesday (4/11-2008)
Japan VS Korea : 78-65

-Wednesday (5/11-2008)
India VS Japan : 34-111

-Thursday (6/11-2008)
Japan VS China : 87-71

-Saturday (8/11-2008)
Japan VS Chinese-Taipei : 90-53

-Sunday (9/11-2008) FINAL GAME!
Japan VS China : 90-87

The most interesting game is Japan VS China
we as a LO japan support them until our voice was gone
but the Final is like a crazy we support them when Japan win from China we with team of japan (managers,doctors,coaches and players) celebrate n hug each other!!! even i almost cried, because most of Medan people thought China will win.

And after the game we go to dinner at there we celebrate until 11.00 pm, at the middle of dinner head manager give a speech said that they thank to us for supporting n accompany them in order to thanks our services they give us a sign into our T-shirt.

Today morning they back to Japan
at the first i thought i won't cried because on December i go to Japan (some of them know i will go there)
but....... before they go in, all of them make a circle n said "arigatou gozaimasu" with a bow i can't resist anymore i cried!!!! hehehehehehe.

we also take so many pictures but they will send it into my e-mail, GOD!! can't wait until December now, i really want to see them again!!!

PS: thank you so much for all members of Team japan, this memories will never be forgotten.

The things that made me mad have 2
First
Last Monday my Indovision parabola have a problem at the night around 06.00 pm so i called the Indovision Customer Service told them my problem and then CS said the Technician will come on Tuesday but she can't guarantee the time.
On Tuesday i wait for a long time, the technician haven't come i thought that maybe Wednesday Technician will come.
but also on Wednesday haven't come.
so i called them again on Thursday they said "okay this afternoon will come"
AGAIN! i wait but no technician come
Gosh!! what's kind of service!!!
i called again this morning they also said "this time will be come around 05.00 pm"
i replied "this is for sure right?"
they said "yes"
i wait, gladly the technician came "fuih!!"

Second
one of my servant don't want to work anymore because she want to marry soon, so my mom told someone to seek another new servant.
and today the new servant came with agent (not the one my mom told to seek)
before they came, my mom told me just paid them they coming cost maximum is Rp.50.000,- (because the common cost only Rp.50.000,- for one way)
when i asked the agent how much the cost it is?
the agent said "Rp.200.000,-"
i shocked because why it was so expensive? just from Stabat to Medan
and then i called my mom by telephone,
my mom also don't believe why the cost so expensive,
and then i call agent to negotiate with my mom on telephone.
after that my mom said to me just give to the agent the cost which is Rp.200.000,-
When i give her the cost, she said to me "can you give me more money to me because i guide her to your house"
i replied "i can't do anything because my mom told me just to give you that much of the money only"
the agent was grumbling said "you are no tolerance, i bring along her until here, but no money extra for me?, you are so stingy, do you want to feel go from stabat until here how long?"
CAN YOU BELIEVE WHAT SHE SAID??????
i just replied "yeah, i really want it to feel"
she's still grumbling about how i stingy, no tolerance, can you give me Rp.50.000,- only? etc etc.
i'm on limit now
i told her "OKAY, IF YOU WANT IT I ASK MY MOM FIRST"
she's suddenly said "i was joking don't said to your mom"
i told her "that was a joking!??!?!?! i call now"
so i told my mom how she grumbling and etc etc
my mom told me too call the agent to answered my mom telephone
when i called her, she run from me
so i scream my one more servant to call her back
at the end my mom told me just give her Rp.50.000,-
When i give her, she said "goodbye, miss" (how she speak like mockery me)
i really really hate that agent

because of her i also mad with the technician i feel sorry for him but after that i talk to the technician about the problem of my parabola slowly.


because of that agent i have no mood watching "Slam Dunk" i feel like want to punch or screaming

just finished watching last episode of Code Geass
i really really don't expected that zero requiem will be.........

but i know why Suzaku don't protest
At the first when i saw Kallen beat down Suzaku i almost cried but when saw the tomb of Suzaku i cried (because Suzaku is my favorite character in this anime)

And at the end when i know the truth of Zero requiem i crying all the way with screaming until the end

About code geass anime
i admit it this is a good anime i didn't hate the ending i feel like even this series ended, Lelouch will be still in Code geass fans heart

i don't know what to say anymore but i'm sure after saw this last episode i will be down at least 1 week

PS: ALL HAIL LELOUCH!!! (crying)

Last Monday i already started my new semester which is semester 7, last semester i heard from my friend said that we (all my classmates) on March already finish the univ lesson which is semester 8 so the rest of the month will be doing a thesis

so some of my classmates have a planning going to Bali for 10 days on July before we graduated and i consider; right now already semester 7 and on January will be semester 8 that's mean i can go to Bali with my friends and already booked the airplane ticket

BUT!!!
Today, i asked my univ staff about our schedule, but the staff said it's better i ask Ms.Sri and one of my friend already asked Ms.Sri
just to make sure i ask my friend which already know the schedule,
she said "we have 9 semesters, right now we were on semester 7, semester 8 will be on January so semester 9 will be on April but just 3 lesson only"
i replied "so semester 9 is until what month?"
"until august" she said

i feel like confused and dilemma with it, i just can hope when we (me with my classmates) going holiday to Bali not in Mid-test or Final-test

if it's really in Mid-test, i already made the decision : i will take the exam first!!!!

because i don't like take the exam after i going holiday "sigh"

ma~ some of my friend said to me not to think about it, you just go and enjoy the holiday


PS: pray to the god, hoping when we go holiday not on Mid-test and Final-test
 

Today when i search MAD video on Nico-nico just found out one MAD naruto video about sasuke and itachi which is have a 2 type of songs

one are Kokia-arigatou (that made me cried when watching it) and the other one is Yui-Love&Truth

This is the Link of Kokia "arigatou" song

www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm3630307

And this is Yui "love&truth" song

www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm3452652 

Just finished watching macross frontier from episode 19-21
From this three episode the perfect episode will be episode 20 because of Sheryl come back singing "Diamond Creavasse" that make me screaming like Sheryl big fans
really like when she said "i'll sing even in the depths of despair"
plus Michel and Klan scenes suddenly the song pause and then continue with Diamond Crevasse core i straightly cried (poor Klan)

Can't be patient to watch episode 22 anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!